New Pain, Old Wounds

The old wounds haven't even begin to heal yet!.. *sigh* Sometimes I don't understand why I do it to myself - constantly looking for opportunities to take a stab at myself.. My friends have already told me how I always go looking for trouble, when it is so much easier to just let things be. I guess I'm just not the type to sit around and wait for things to happen for me..

Maybe patience REALLY is a virtue.